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Between dreams

I'm listening to ice melt. It's funny sometimes, the things you notice when you're alone. The things you hear in the silence. The things we see in the dark. So I listen to the sound of the ice. It's the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. Cracking, dripping, wasting away.  Am I fighting my sanity? Am a living in a dream? Nothing seems real anymore. In this silence. The ice is still ice but I don't feel like myself. I'm flying maybe, maybe hovering. I see myself in the puddle below. Soft touched and looking back at myself. A looking glass of water. Am I Alice? I run my fingers over the puddle and suddenly I'm a Picasso, a masterpie

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Alice's SpeechAnd the closer I get to the mirror the more  
disturbing my reality becomes.  
Locked between these two worlds  
of glass and tin foil.  
I am no more than what I see.  
No one is more than  
their reflection.  
 
And when you feel yourself breaking through,  
I can assure you  
it's only a dream.  
I can assure you  
the moment you wake up  
you will be nothing more than you were  the day before. Alice's Speech
in Open 5d 7h ago
nonfictionYou say you  
want someone  
to love you  like the way I write.  Someone to give you  that sort of fiery  
and intense passion  that can only be  
found in books.   
It makes me want to  
say a million  
beautiful things  
to make you smile.  And it makes me  
want to give you  
those things  you just can't  seem to find.   
And I'd be lying if I said  
I hadn't wanted  
to give you  
what you need.  And I'd be lying if I told you  
I hadn't thought  
of that spot  
beneath your  
lower lip.   
 nonfiction
in Open 1w 20h ago
From Weymouth to Boston
in Waterscapes 1w 2d ago
shut your eyesI put my hands in my pockets and  
tell you I don't want to look at you anymore.  
You tell me I never saw you anyway.  
And usually something like this would make me cry,  
today I just want to break your jaw.  
Because I hate what you've turned me into and  
I hate what we've become.   
I was putting on mascara when  
you told me it wouldn't help.  I told you no amount of makeup  could cover the scars you have given  
so unselfishly  to me.  You told me I was playing the victim.  I told you this wasn't a game  but you're winning.   
You turned the page shut your eyes
in Open 1w 4d ago
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My All-  If I draw a tee-shirt for them, I'll get lawn tickets to see an orchestra. Or I could just go to the sea, on that day I'm rewarded for some artistic ability that I was sure I never had. I could go to the sea and I could stare at it. And stare at it.   
And I could wait for it to purge up it's organs onto the sand or into the air. The kidneys, the humpback whales, the liver, the nasally barking seals, the intestines, the kelp rooted at the bottom. I could wait for it to abandon these things to the oxygen and I could run my fingerprints all over them.   
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Journal Entry: Thu May 22, 2008, 7:55 AM
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So, today is a very important day for me...So You Think You Can Dance starts tonight! :boogie: Yep, it's lame and I don't care because the show is amazing and it can always make me happy. So, in celebration of this wonderous day, I am having some friends over for food, drinks and dancing. Also, to add on to the awesomeness, Cassidy is coming home today :faint: She and I have been friends for just way too long and we don't get to hang much because she goes to school in New York. So, I'm planning on having a reallyyyyyyyy good time tonight. Plus many many phone calls from a beautiful Hungarian :love: It's going to be a good day...a goooooooooood day!

If you live close, don't be afraid to stop by :) :heart:

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  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: New Soul by Yael Naim
  • Drinking: coffee

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 26
  • Current Residence: Boston-ish
  • Interests: life, dance, friends, art, fun
  • Favourite movie: V for Vendetta, the hours, the professional, natural born killers....
  • Favourite band or musician: Veruca Salt, tori amos, the killers, regina spektor
  • Favourite genre of music: 90's chick rock ...anything with clever lyrics
  • Favourite artist: amy brown
  • Favourite poet or writer: John Milton
  • Favourite photographer: Deyan Stefanov
  • Shell of choice: sea
  • Skin of choice: soft
  • Favourite game: connect 4
  • Favourite cartoon character: the warner sister dot
  • Tools of the Trade: blue ink and a fairy notebook

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*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: 3 hours 19 minutes ago
you're welcome, love :heart:

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
~left-for-yesterday:iconleft-for-yesterday: 3 hours 55 minutes ago
Thanks so much for the fave on [link] - I really appreciate it. :ahoy:

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Come on let's find the cure
Come on let's die until we live
In the end you'll find how high you climbed
There's no design to ever bring you down
- Flickerstick, "Coke"
*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: 10 hours 10 minutes ago
welcome :heart:

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
~hollyjools:iconhollyjools: 13 hours 45 minutes ago
thanks a lot. :)

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my real name is...
*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: 1 day 9 hours ago
welcome :heart:

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
*praytell:iconpraytell: 2 days 3 hours ago
10q 4 the :+fav: on the 81st:)

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'deities are the progeny of the peoples. and as such, will mature and tend to their progenitors as they have been tended to'
-parsley the sage
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~vampsss:iconvampsss: 4 days 2 hours ago
hah, yeah, fuck Paris! I want Boston! BOSTON!!!!!!!!! NOT PARIIIISSSSSS!!!!!! :tears:

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'you save the world from me, I wonder who will be, left over...'
*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: 4 days 5 hours ago
WHAT ;p


fuck paris!

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
~vampsss:iconvampsss: 4 days 17 hours ago
'whatttttttttttttttttttt????????????????????' 'whatttttttttttt???????' :P :D :)

(paaaanaaaadoooollllll-paaaanaaaaadoollllll :dance:)

:glomp: + :globp: :giggle:

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'you save the world from me, I wonder who will be, left over...'
*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: 5 days 2 hours ago
welcome :heart:

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
*Blueskye27:iconBlueskye27: 5 days 4 hours ago
Thanks for the :+fav: on lipstick. :heart:

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*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: 5 days 6 hours ago
thank you so much :heart:

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
~Amien-ex:iconAmien-ex: 5 days 6 hours ago
hey , just went through your gallery, you write well :) ... check out mine sometime if possible :)

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Time flies like an arrow, Fruit flies like a banana.
*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: 5 days 9 hours ago
:hug: :heart: :hug:

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: May 14, 2008, 7:14:39 PM
:love: :date: :heart:

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
~vampsss:iconvampsss: May 14, 2008, 6:04:32 PM Mood: Lust
:heart:

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'you save the world from me, I wonder who will be, left over...'
*anoddchild:iconanoddchild: May 13, 2008, 4:52:51 PM
lol :D

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...we only begin to live when we conceive of life as tragedy...
*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: May 13, 2008, 7:19:14 AM
:hug: :heart:

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: May 13, 2008, 7:18:20 AM
ok ok...i'll write something, just don 't hurt the pinata, man.


:blush: i'm not good under pressure.

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
*Flermigan:iconFlermigan: May 13, 2008, 7:16:51 AM
ha, well, it's lines from "6 underground" by the sneaker pimps. so, you can use it all ya want :)

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Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.
*butter-a-fly:iconbutter-a-fly: May 13, 2008, 4:20:34 AM
thank you soo much for the favs and the comments :hug:

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Forget the world, forget the people, and we'll erect a different steeple.

-Jim Morrison
~SinnerDom:iconSinnerDom: May 13, 2008, 1:52:12 AM
Don't think cause I understand, I care.
Don't think cause I'm talkin, we're friends.

Oh that nails it.
you put into words what I've wanted to say to every woman I've ever met.
I'm gonna steal that tag...warp it..twist it...i won't violate your copywrite...but the essence of that...oh the essence...the pure...dark cataclysm of knowing and not caring...yeah baby yeah...
That nails it...
But dammit...I *do* care..about some things...
but that "understanding but not caring"...I think that is *every* man's tag when it comes to dealing with women.
Cheers
*anoddchild:iconanoddchild: May 12, 2008, 8:19:51 PM
Where's my poem, bitch?

*holds up a pinata and a wiffle ball bat* You want the pinata to get hurt? DO YOU?

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...we only begin to live when we conceive of life as tragedy...
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